It's been 5 weeks since Chloe's birth, and my size has not changed much. Why is that so, I asked myself repeatedly and I have no answer to it. I am 7kilos heavier now compared to my pre-pregnancy weight. I was able to fit into a size 26 jeans and now I am struggling with a size 30 jeans. All my closets are in size XS or S and now I can't even fit into a size L. WTF!!!! Sorry, it is so frustrating that I can't control myself from swearing. My honest brother were very straight forward by calling me a WHALE. Well, I appreciate his honesty even though it is a little mean. Rather than hearing my hubby and mum said, 'what do you expect? You just gave birth!'
There were some activities going on last weeks e.g. Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, Friends visiting from Singapore etc, which means YEAH~! Finally, I am picking up some of my social life back but also which means spending 1 hour to find an outfit that is suitable for my WHALE size. Even spending 1 hour of searching, nothing fits my sizes means nothing! Even if I managed to squeeze myself in, I looked horrible wearing them. IN CONCLUSION, I am physically ruined!!!!! My hubby consoled me not to be upset; being healthy now is the most important thing. Once I am fully recovered and fit; he will accompany me to go for exercise and regain my pre-pregnancy size. He is so sweet~~! But I know, he will not have the time for it. I am not even sure I will have the time to go for my facial and slimming session as before since I will need to go home to see my Baby Chloe after work.
But I believe as long as I have the determination of returning to my pre-pregnancy weight, I am sure I can achieve it in a matter of time. Meanwhile, I desperately need to go shop for new outfit to regain my confidence and then set up a healthy diet and workout plan.
There were some activities going on last weeks e.g. Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, Friends visiting from Singapore etc, which means YEAH~! Finally, I am picking up some of my social life back but also which means spending 1 hour to find an outfit that is suitable for my WHALE size. Even spending 1 hour of searching, nothing fits my sizes means nothing! Even if I managed to squeeze myself in, I looked horrible wearing them. IN CONCLUSION, I am physically ruined!!!!! My hubby consoled me not to be upset; being healthy now is the most important thing. Once I am fully recovered and fit; he will accompany me to go for exercise and regain my pre-pregnancy size. He is so sweet~~! But I know, he will not have the time for it. I am not even sure I will have the time to go for my facial and slimming session as before since I will need to go home to see my Baby Chloe after work.
But I believe as long as I have the determination of returning to my pre-pregnancy weight, I am sure I can achieve it in a matter of time. Meanwhile, I desperately need to go shop for new outfit to regain my confidence and then set up a healthy diet and workout plan.
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