November 23, 2012

Status 23/11/2012

原来还是会伤心。。泪水好像失去了控制,有如倾盆大雨地撒在我脸蛋。。。

...all the bitterness began to well up inside me again, tears in my eyes were out of control and I ended up sobbing in the dark while the girls were still widely awake. 

C1 thought that I was pretending to cry and she laughed aloud. 

C2 was shocked to hear the cry, and she got up from her bed to observe if the cry was genuine. C2 patted me consolingly on my chest, and gently touched my face with her little hand. She asked, "What happen to you, MaMa? Why you cry?" These words didn't stop my tears, but it actually turned worst, the guilty consciences reminded me that I am such terrible mother who demonstrate such weak and hopeless attitude. 

"I feel sad, Baby." I confessed.

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